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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 14, 2003 17:58:04 GMT -5
I think I just lost a friend who is very important to me. I don't want to lose her. And if I have, I want her back. I feel like a piece of crud. I'm not going to OD. I'm not. I'm not...
-Menelien
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mrsTook
Elf-lord
what is this? *snackle*
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Post by mrsTook on Dec 14, 2003 18:02:24 GMT -5
nooo dont leave...wait what is OC? *snackle*
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Post by Amarië on Dec 14, 2003 18:03:05 GMT -5
I lost the only person in my school that comes close to understanding me... and I dont even know why... she just stops talking to me... so fine, if she wants to be that way... we arnt friends... and if she comes crying back... she still isnt my friend because she'll probably just do it again... heh... *slinks away*
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mrsTook
Elf-lord
what is this? *snackle*
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Post by mrsTook on Dec 14, 2003 18:05:26 GMT -5
*snackle* ya thats how my best freind was for a while i mean she would talk to me but she would totally ditch me and all this stuff but we are best freinds again i couldnt live without her *snackle* actaully i was over at her house all weekend
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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 14, 2003 18:39:09 GMT -5
mrsTook - OD means overdose. Like, commit suicide by overdosing on tylenol, advil, or other drugs. As for the friend thing... that's not really what I meant. And, at the moment, it seems worse to me the way it is. Ala- I'm sorry. That's crappy. Happened to me before too, though not in this case. -Menelien
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Post by Amarië on Dec 14, 2003 18:54:39 GMT -5
yeah, and all my other friends are wondering what I did... but if they want to exclude themselves from everyone else... fine... *shrug* I have like five of my friends wondering what I did... I mean, if I really did something that bad... wouldn't I or one of my other friends know about it? *shrug* whatever... moving out of this crappy place soon anyways... will miss Mip though
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mrsTook
Elf-lord
what is this? *snackle*
Posts: 96
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Post by mrsTook on Dec 14, 2003 18:57:03 GMT -5
o i didnt know...
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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 15, 2003 18:06:15 GMT -5
Ugh... horrid, horrid, horrid... depression is terrible. Bursting into tears suddenly because you hear a song that triggers that reaction feels terrible. pregnant doging out people that matter to you feels terrible. It all does. I want meds.
-Menelien
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Post by Amarië on Dec 15, 2003 21:42:57 GMT -5
ah... depression has never gotten that bad for me... hmm...
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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 15, 2003 22:00:26 GMT -5
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Post by Mippin on Dec 15, 2003 22:01:58 GMT -5
it has for me...but..it passed eventually.
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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 16, 2003 12:51:07 GMT -5
That's good.
-Menelien
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Post by Amarië on Dec 16, 2003 20:46:02 GMT -5
I've been depressed for a few years now... heh... *scurries away*
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Post by Galadrie*snackle*den on Dec 17, 2003 6:55:16 GMT -5
Meep. -Menelien
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Post by Amarië on Dec 17, 2003 16:27:58 GMT -5
Its gotten worse the past few weeks... since RotK has come out... and all my friends are going... without me... and when I do go... it will be like three weeks later... with my family... so I wont have anyone to talk about it with... for TTT Krystal was there... but she isnt exactly... as involved as us... yeah... *sits in dark corner*
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